Why do birds suddenly appear
Every time you are near?
Just like me, they long to be
Close to you.
Why do stars fall down from the sky
Every time you walk by?
Just like me, they long to be
Close to you.
On the day that you were born
The angels got together
And decided to create a dream come true
So they sprinkled moon dust in your hair of gold
And starlight in your eyes of blue.
- The Carpenters
How the hell are 2 people supposed to patch in 3 freaking floods, tape down the wires and figure out which dimmer is for which flood in 3 minutes?! The props people took pains to quickly move all the fishing panels + benches in, Donna and I had to try to untangle the wires and yada yada yada, Bernard must know all the markings for the panels... She says, "strike set" and we have to do it all over again! I know it's for practise but when we rushed in and out many times the wires got tangle like fish then some more we had to do the last run. Wtf man, nearly had a mental breakdown lol. Didn't even tape down the wires for last run. Zzz. I know some others are going through much more but zzz, ZzZ, zZz, ZZZ! T.T
Okay actually thinking back, I could've handled it with Donna properly if I had the motivation. Not zikuaing but then I think my efficiency was damn low today. Those flashbacks were killing me. I think I'm cursed to suffer every first half of the year or sth lol...
2005: Lost a really sweet friend. He understood me throughout and tolerated every single shit, till the end. Tragic end, all because of a mistake I made. One of my worst mistakes ever.
2006: I was too quick to judge, fullstop. No elaborations whatsoever.
Now what? Hahah.. These things made me realise that in life, you can't grow without making mistakes. Like math, you make mistakes. After that you check your steps, find where your mistake lies, correct it and make a mental note not repeat it to save marks. Same goes for life. You make mistakes and learn from it. I think I've grown alot stronger mentally. From last year I told myself that from then on I'd have to start making mature and practical decisions and not hasty ones. Yup, so here I am now.
It was like taking drugs. Got addicted, got caught, realised the importance of a rehab. So now I'm sorta under rehab. Banned from drugs. Though there are withdrawal symptoms, but I'll perservere till the end because I'll be free from drugs and regain my health at the end of the day :D
Aiyah dammit, very the alot of things to do.
Nightyyy~ you must be thinking I'm spas xD.
7:21 PM
Let your heart out.
I wannnY
my loved ones to be happy :D to be your BFF :) a better day more 2g outings :/ Drama SYF Gold
get computer fixed (yes, AGAIN) finish Death Note manga (T.T cannot la) KO One subbed episodes! T.T finish Magister Negi Magi It Started With A Kiss subbed episodes! T.T finish Hana Kimi finish Devil Beside You watch them live again :D good + high capacity mp3/mp4 go back again ): Chantaburi ♥ Sense 365 Days With Golf-Mike Big Ass Begins The Collection Focus volunteer to help out at Mutts and Mittens! own comp/laptop muahahah. learn to cycle/blade properly :DDD